Friday, December 13, 2013

My loyalty is my weakness sometimes.

Yes I am a very loyal person but today I realised that my loyalty sometimes can be my no 1 weakness also. I am too loyal and some people tend to take advantage on me. Yesterday I was scolded by someone I care a lot. The person blame me for what ever problem the person is facing at the moment. Hmmm....perhaps it's time for me not to care about the person anymore. I'm beginning to loose faith in this person. I could see this person true colours long time ago but I keep telling myself that I was wrong. I pray to Allah to bring this person far away from me. At this age I don't want anything anymore except being a good Muslim. I thought this person could bring me closer to Allah but perhaps I put too high hope for someone that I barely know. Look can be deceiving.

Ya Allah if this person is not meant to be part of me please take away what ever caring feeling I have towards this person ASAP. Let me lead a happy life with my family and focus on my career. And let that person lead a happy life also. Amin.

Ya Allah please strengthen my iman. Please take this person away from my heart. Amin. Amin. Amin

  

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