Yes it is July 2011 and I had submitted my PhD thesis for my external examiners for more than 1 month now. After 3 years and 9 months in this crazy roller coster PhD journey I still couldn't believe that I actually reached this mile stone. Although, I have to wait for the result from the external examiners but at least I passed so many stages already. Right now I just need to pass 1 final stage before I can be called a Doctor. So many things have happen through out my PhD journey in Brisbane. I make so many new friends as well as 'enemies'. But those who became my 'enemies' are harmful and most of them 'mI still in talking term with them. It's just that now they are no longer in my good book that's all. Also, I will be extra careful to put my trust in them. However, what ever they did to me were nothing major really, and I don't blame them for their wrong doings, because I'm not a perfect person myself. Beside, I know what PhD can do to people especially when you are far away from your family, lacked of attention from your love ones, no one to talk to, and after all my life is too much FUN that made these people envy me to the max. Hahahahaha........I just pray that these people will find happiness in their life one day. And 1 day they can be my friends once again. PhD journey is only for those who has a STRONG resilience towards so many ups and downs. And maybe only half of them came out normal ;-D.
Looking back at those things of what my 'enemies' did to me.....I think JELOUSY has been playing a big role in it. Oh yes.....in my almost 39 years old of life I have came accross so many JELOUSY cases.....that feeling is the most EVIL feeling in all human being. I must admit I have that jelousy feeling too but I ignore it most of the times. I NEVER used it to back stab people or spread ill rumours or exegerate stories to others about anyone. My jelously is only for me to feel and to know. But different people have different ways of handling things....so all of my experiences with these 'special' people will make me a stronger person in life. Also, I learn more about people and how all of us are the SAME no matter where one come from, and even from different culture and believes. We are all the SAME, that's the FACT. There are always the nice and 'not nice' people around us. So we have to deal with it. As for me during my last few weeks in Brisbane I just want to enjoy myself and chill out with my favourite people. For those who are no longer in my good book well......too bad for you kids!!!
