Yes I'm confused.........

This is the continuation from my previous posting. I'm confused about something hmmmmm and I don't like this feeling. It happen before when I was in New Zealand (a few times) and this is the first time it happen to me since I left NZ and came to Aussie almost 1 and 1/2 years back. I don't like this confused feeling because it brings no good to mee. Especially right now when my first priority should be on my PhD work. Arghhhhhh just go away...........I really pray to Allah to just make me stronger and just forget about this confused feeling I'm experiencing right now. I really want to be successful with my PhD rather than other things here in Aussie. So Allah please give me strength to face this, just let the feeling go away from me PLEASE. That is the LAST thing I need right now. As much as I enjoy it I HATE it too. It makes me feel hopeless sometimes thinking about it, where is it going to lead me, is there future to it bla bla bla. At the same time the uni is being so slow to process my application to change to another faculty. Hence I ended up in a hanging situation right now. I can't really con't doing my work much until I get the approval from my uni. Although I'm doing work still but I want the uni to act fast on this issue as I want to con't with my work really fast and to move on with my life. Perhaps because I'm not really busy compared to before with my PhD work that's why the confused feeling came to me. Arrggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Ok I'll try to ignore this confused feeling as much as I can and will inform this blog with my latest development. But first lets try to ignore the feeling..........Wish me luck. Cheers.

It's happening again......this crazy feeling!

It's 12 days we are in 2009. I must say that the new year celebration in Brisbane was the most boring ever new year I've ever been too. Might as well I just stayed at home and go to sleep early like what I normally did when I was in Malaysia. It was only Me & Dilla celeberated it at first watching the firework frm my office (avaoiding the crowd), followed by sitting at Queens Garden and at last.............................we went to Bibi/Amir room to celebrate new year with styling. I'm so sleepy suddenly I have stop writing will con't letter. It's happening agin, that crazy feeling when you are torn in between, confused, happy, sad etc, etc.........Later ya. Cheers.